“She had a C-section eleven days ago,” I said as they lifted her onto a bed. “She’s bleeding. She has a fever. She hasn’t been eating.”
“How long has the bleeding been going on?”
“I don’t know.”
The answer tasted like failure.
I had spoken to Maya every day while I was in Germany. Sometimes twice a day. She had told me she was tired but fine. She had smiled at the camera while holding Liam against her shoulder. My mother had appeared behind her with a tray of tea and said, “Don’t worry about a thing, David. We have everything under control.”
And I had believed her.
A pediatric nurse gently took Liam from me. I resisted without meaning to.
“I need to check his temperature,” she said softly. “You can stay right here.”
The thermometer registered low. Not dangerously low, she assured me, but low enough that they wrapped him in heated blankets and brought warm formula. When the nurse asked what brand he had been taking, I told her the name of the prescription formula his pediatrician had recommended.
She frowned.
