And somehow, we were.
Or at least, that’s what I told myself.
Growing up, I focused on school. She focused on survival. While I buried myself in textbooks, she learned how to negotiate bills, manage landlords, and stretch paychecks until they nearly disappeared. I rarely saw her rest. When I did, she insisted she was just tired, nothing more.
I believed her. Or maybe I wanted to.
Years passed quickly. I did well in school. Very well. Teachers praised me. Counselors encouraged me. Everyone said I had a bright future. College acceptance letters arrived. Then medical school. Then residency. Each achievement felt like proof that her sacrifices were working.
At my graduation, wrapped in a stiff gown, applause echoing around me, I scanned the crowd until I found her. She was seated toward the back, clapping softly, her eyes shining with pride.
When she hugged me afterward, something ugly surfaced inside me. A kind of arrogance I didn’t recognize at the time.
