“When Murphy hit me and I spilled the lemonade, you could have said, ‘Nice save.’”
“Why?”
“Because I fixed it quickly.”
Mom nodded.
“You did.”
“You could have noticed what I did right instead of still thinking about me as the problem.”
Her eyes lowered.
“Yes.”
“And if you thought the gathering was getting too much for me, you could have asked me.”
“I should have.”
“I know my own limits better than people think.”
Mom nodded again.
“So what should I do?”
“Ask.”
“All right.”
Noah took another drink of lemonade.
Then he said:
“I want to come for Thanksgiving.”
Mom’s eyes widened slightly.
“You’re welcome.”
“I’ll need a quiet room.”
“The reading room.”
“Is it quiet?”
“Very.”
“And if Murphy is there, could he stay outside while we eat?”
“I’ll talk to David.”
“That’s all.”
Mom looked at him for a long moment.
Then she smiled.
“You’re quite something, Noah.”
He shrugged.
“Triceratops were quite something too. People just took a while to figure it out.”
Mom laughed.
A real laugh.
Noah looked confused.
“What?”
“That was funny.”
“I wasn’t trying to be funny.”
“I know. That’s why it was funny.”
He thought for a second.
“Is that the frill?”
Mom laughed again.
“I think maybe it is.”
Noah smiled.
“So you can read it a little.”
“I’m trying.”
“That’s enough to start.”
We stayed for two hours.
While Noah showed Grandpa his solar-system project, Mom spoke privately with Lily.
“You planned the recording.”
“Yes.”
“You were scared.”
“Very.”
“But you still did it.”
“Yes.”
Mom took a breath.
“At first, I was furious that you recorded me.”
Lily waited.
“Then I listened to myself.”
Mom’s eyes watered.
“And I became more angry at myself than at you.”
Lily said nothing.
“I spent years telling myself I was being practical about Noah.”
Mom looked toward the other room.
“But I was treating a child like he was the source of every difficulty instead of understanding that the environment itself was difficult for him.”
Lily nodded.
“That’s the difference.”
Mom looked at her granddaughter.
