Adrian accepted them without flinching. “No. Not hard enough.”
Silence settled again.
“I don’t know how to feel about you,” I admitted.
“You don’t owe me anything.”
“I might need you.”
“That is different.”
I turned my hand palm-up on the blanket. After a moment, he placed his hand over mine, carefully avoiding the bruises.
His hand was warm.
“I don’t need another man deciding my life,” I said.
“I know.”
“But I don’t want to do this alone.”
His fingers tightened slightly. “You won’t.”
In the morning, Marianne returned with news.
“We found Clara Whitcomb.”
My heart jumped. “Where is she?”
“At her home outside Boulder. She agreed to speak with me, but only in person, and only to you.”
“I can’t go anywhere.”
“I explained that.”
“And?”
“She said she has waited twenty-seven years. She can wait another few days, but not much longer.”
Adrian, who had been reviewing documents near the window, looked up sharply. “What does that mean?”
Marianne’s expression was troubled. “She sounded frightened.”
“Of Victor?”
“Not only Victor.”
A cold prickle moved through me.
Marianne placed a sealed plastic evidence sleeve on the side table. Inside was a folded program from the memorial service.
“What is that?” I asked.
“It was delivered to the hospital front desk this morning. Addressed to Emma Frost.”
Adrian crossed the room. “Who delivered it?”
“Courier. Paid in cash.”
I stared at the program.
My own photograph smiled up through the plastic.
Marianne turned it over.
On the back, written in neat blue ink, was a message.
He knew about the baby before you did.
For a moment, no one spoke.
The machines around me seemed suddenly too loud.
“What does that mean?” I whispered.
Marianne’s eyes lifted to mine. “That’s what we need to find out.”
I thought of Victor’s strange excitement when I told him I was pregnant. Not joy, exactly. More like satisfaction. I thought of the appointments he insisted on attending, the vitamins he arranged, the doctor he preferred.
The doctor.
My entire body chilled.
“Dr. Bell,” I said.
Adrian’s gaze sharpened. “Your obstetrician?”
I nodded. “Victor chose him. He said he was the best. He handled all my early tests.”
Marianne began writing. “We’ll look into him.”
“No,” I said slowly. “There’s more.”
Memory returned in fragments.
A nurse calling me back for repeat bloodwork. Victor saying the lab lost the first sample. Dr. Bell smiling too widely when he told us the pregnancy was healthy. Victor asking whether the baby was a boy before the official results were supposed to be ready.
And one night, months ago, waking to find Victor in the nursery doorway, speaking quietly on the phone.
Yes, confirmed. A boy. That changes everything.
At the time, I thought he meant the nursery colors. The family name. His pride.
Now I was not sure.
“What changes everything?” I whispered.
Adrian’s face had gone pale.
“What?” I asked.
He looked at Marianne, then back at me.
“Cross Atlantic doesn’t only insure lives,” he said carefully. “We insure trusts. Estates. Private inheritance structures. Some old family policies are tied to biological succession.”
“I don’t understand.”
Marianne did.
I saw it in her eyes.
“Victor’s family money,” she said. “Was any of it restricted?”
I frowned. “He always said the Hale estate was complicated. His grandfather left conditions. Victor complained about lawyers controlling money from the grave.”
Adrian’s voice was quiet. “Do you know the conditions?”
“No.”
Marianne and Adrian exchanged another look.
I hated those looks.
“What conditions?” I demanded.
Marianne answered gently. “Some old trusts release major assets only when a direct male heir is born.”
My hand tightened over Julian.
No.
No, Victor had not only wanted the insurance money.
He had wanted my son.
Or what my son represented.
My thoughts raced backward through my marriage, rearranging moments I had misunderstood. Victor’s sudden tenderness when I became pregnant. His new insistence that I rest, that I stop seeing certain friends, that all decisions go through him. His frustration when I mentioned wanting my mother’s last name as Julian’s middle name. His cold silence when I said I wanted to be in the delivery room with only medical staff, not him hovering.
“What happens if the mother dies before the baby is born?” I asked.
Marianne’s face tightened.
Adrian looked toward the window.
“What happens?” I repeated.
Marianne spoke carefully. “That depends on the trust language. But if Victor could claim the child was born alive, even briefly, or if records could be manipulated…”
She did not finish.
She did not need to.
My stomach rolled. “But he told investigators the baby died with me.”
“That may have been for the insurance claim,” Adrian said. “Different lies for different audiences.”
Victor loved different audiences.
He knew exactly what each person needed to hear.
To investors, he was bold. To charities, generous. To women, wounded and misunderstood. To me, devoted when watched and disappointed when alone.
“What if he planned to say the baby survived?” I asked.
“Then he would need a baby,” Marianne said.
The room changed.
The air thinned.
I looked down at my stomach, at the life moving faintly beneath my palm.
Somewhere between horror and clarity, a new thought formed.
Victor had not meant for Julian to die.
His words on the cliff returned.
Your baby won’t suffer for long.
At the time, I heard it as cruelty.
Now I wondered if it had been reassurance to himself. Or a performance for Serena. Or something worse: proof that he already had another plan.
Adrian’s phone rang.
He looked at the screen and stepped away to answer. “Yes?”
His expression shifted as he listened.
Marianne watched him closely.
“What is it?” I asked.
Adrian ended the call without saying goodbye.
“That was my investigator in Denver,” he said. “Victor just filed a petition in probate court.”
“For what?”
Adrian’s eyes met mine.
“To be appointed sole administrator of your estate and guardian of all interests belonging to your unborn child.”
“But he thinks Julian is dead,” I said.
Marianne stood slowly. “Apparently, in court filings, he is no longer certain.”
The room seemed to tilt around me.
