MY 18-YEAR-OLD DAUGHTER DIED GIVING BIRTH, AND I RAISED HER SON ALONE BECAUSE NO ONE KNEW WHO THE FATHER WAS

“You look just like him,” she whispered. “You have his exact face when he was your

age. I’ve been so afraid to meet you, and now I can’t imagine why. You’re my Michael’s son. You’re right here. You’ve been here the whole time.”

And my grandson — my sweet, curious boy who’d asked “who was my dad” a thousand times — said the thing that broke both of us open completely.

“So I have two grandmas?”

“You have two grandmas,” I said.

“And my dad loved my mom?”

“More than anything, for one perfect summer.”

“And I came from that?”

“You came from that. You came from love, baby. You always did. I just didn’t know how to tell you until Margaret came.”

He thought about it, the serious way he thinks about everything.

Then he climbed into Margaret’s lap — this stranger who was not a stranger, this grandmother he’d never met — and he hugged her, and she held her dead son’s child for the first time, and

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