Then I stopped opening that closet.
When Marcus matched into a strong residency program in internal medicine, he picked me up in our kitchen and spun me around until I hit his shoulder and laughed.
“We did it,” he said.
“You did it.”
He smiled into my shoulder. “No. We did.”
By the time graduation came, I had built entire private rituals around that word.
We.
We made it.
We survived.
We were finally standing at the edge of the life I had been postponing for years.
But in the last month before graduation, Marcus changed.
Not enough for anyone else to notice.
But I noticed.
He started taking calls outside.