“I think that’s it,” he said.
“It isn’t.”
“I can’t pay next semester.”
“We’ll figure it out.”
He gave me a tired look. “With what?”
I didn’t have an answer that night.
But three weeks later, I made one.
I left medical school.
Marcus argued with me at first.
“No,” he said. “Absolutely not.”
“One doctor in the family is enough.”
“Don’t joke about this.”
“I’m not joking.”
He looked stunned, then angry, then heartbroken.
“You can’t do this for me.”
“I can,” I said. “And I’m doing it for us.”
That was the logic I built my life on.
Us.
He took my face in both hands and said, “I will spend the rest of my life making this worth it.”
I believed him.
I withdrew before second year and started working. First at a dental office during the day, then at a pharmacy at night. Later, I picked up weekend shifts doing billing for an urgent care network.
I learned how to survive on bad sleep, cheap food, and the kind of hope that keeps moving because it can’t afford to stop.
Marcus and I got married at a courthouse the next year. We told each other we would have a real celebration after graduation.
We kept postponing joy and calling it discipline.
